So yeah, I officially have a PROBLEM. How am I supposed to save when I spend 100 a day on liquor? My liver is SCREAMING right now. I am a hot mess. I am beyond emotionally disturbed. I am easily triggered, but not like a social justice warrior little bitch. It's a different type of triggered. But fuck it, I'll be here all day writing about that so forget that.... Um... I love someone that lives THOUSANDS of miles away. She's not here so um... Let's just say that I'm frustrated. Um.. oh yeah, let me bitch about models.... I'm still struggling to get models. Btw, I'm drunk AGAIN.. I shot a model the other day (the girl on my last 8 pics lol). But I got her by luck, cause of friends. It's not like I sent her a DM and she said "omg, I love your work. Let's work together" lol no, that's not the case. I only got to shoot her cause of mutual friends. Whoa. The liquor just hit me really hard. Like really hard. I need to go.